6 weeks ago I bought a car and this past Thursday, I signed a 12-month lease on an apartment. Neither has sunk in yet. It really hasn’t marinated long enough in my mind for me to put it in any sort of definitive perspective…I wonder how these recent changes will affect me and those in my life…I have to admit though that I am somewhat worried as to the effect my move will have on my family…

I hope that things will be ok at home – and I feel that I may need to drop in more than I anticipate in order to maintain some sort of order in my home…things are changing and maybe even I am too, but nothing has resonated concretely in my mind yet…things are still a little surreal right now and shit (ongoing changes in my life) still hasn’t hit all the way home…I think that maybe it’s knocking on my door, but I just haven’t answered yet…